The observable universe by Heather McCalden
American Memoir
Source – subscription edition
I took a small subscription out for Fitzcarraldo and this was one of the first books to arrive. I have always found there choices of white books interesting and refreshing ansd this one by the multi discplinary artist Heather McCalden where she wants to find out about Aids as it had killed both her parents when she was young . Tis book is the sort of book I love it is made up of lots little vignettes that form a book that looks not only at AIDS the rise of tech and her broken memories of her mother.This fragment series of wrting is from an artistic mind as she layers one piece over another in the book. like her other art which ses photos this is a book that could have only be written by a visual artist.
ORIGIN
I was born in Los Angeles in 1982. In June of 1981, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention observed the emergence of a new cellular-immune dysfunction passed via sexual contact. The findings, published in the Morbidity and Mortality Weekly Report, cited an unusual cluster of Pneumocystis carinii pneumonia (PCP) cases as the evidence for this new condition. The cluster, located in Los Angeles, was formed of five men aged between twenty-nine and thirty-six, all described as ‘active homosexuals’ with no ‘clinically apparent underlying immunodefi-ciency.’ This was the first official account of what would become known as AIDS. During the early nineties my parents died of ‘AIDS-related complications.’
The orgins of Aids when it was first mentioned .
This is one off those books when you turn and read the first page it is likely yoiu could be sat for the next so many hours working your way through it what seems random thinks the sound of seashell then the mention of her mother doing the LA Marthon many years ago . slowly start to become like little mosaic pieces in the hunt for answers from how Aids start and was discovered the hysteria and homophobia at the stat of the Aids crisis. Then we have a paralell narratives around computers and how virus became part of the computer world. from the first networks how the us goverment built there network of computers. Then as it becomes world wide the computers. The piece I love are about her mom and the loves she had of crime dramas maybe it is the fact I love nothing more than some escapism in a crime drama. There is a wonderful mix of facts and littel stories in thiss book.
A PLOT OF ATMOSPHERIC IMPRESSIONS
The stories of noir fiction are bleak in vibe with plots that never quite materialize. The reader is so embedded within the detective’s subjective experience of a case that a plot will only ever appear as a series of atmospheric impres-sions, which is a lot like how a city first appears when you drive through it at night, at age sixteen, not knowing what to do with yourself. The style and the glamour and the horror and the promise all streak through your peripheral vision, but none of it solidifies, becomes anything of import. It just remains a landscape to pass through, to pass the time away.
A thred of crime and noir fiction and shows thagt connect to her mother also LA was in a lot of Noir.
The world is connected in so many ways and this is one of those bokoks that has you thinking about the rise of tech and the internet and alongside that the Aids crisis that was happening at the same time as the internet firt blew up add to this a daughter seeking answers and as she does reliving memories you have a book that is a work of art itself . I was remind fo Alexander Kluge and Sebald at times. But also female writer like Olga Tokarczuk Flights or Ester kinsky grove which was about the lost of her husband in that book. I love this sort of book i feel it is like an art work the little mosaic tiles of the vignettes build a bigger picture when you move back from the book and form a greater work. A book that is part history , part memoir and part those little tales that aren’t quite history but are remember long after they happened. alongside images of LA . I’d missed this if I hadn’t got the subscription and I like it in many ways it is possible the best book I have read this year. Have you read this book or seen any of the Art she has made ?
Winstons score – A a book of little pieces that takes you from Lal to how aids was discopver and her mothers favourite crime shows thrown in for good measure.












