Sweet Days of Discipline by Fleur Jaeggy
Swiss fiction
Original title – I beati anni del castig0
Translator – Tim Parks
Source – Personal Copy
Have you ever thought you had read a book by a writer, but after you have read it by them, discover you hadn’t thought you had at some point? Well, that has just happened. After reading so many books over the years, it was bound to happen, and And Other Stories is a publisher. I have read a lot of books over the years. Hence, I naturally thought I had read this writer. Several of her books from And Other Stories have come out in the UK in the last few years. I have brought a couple over that time, so I thought I had read one. But no, this is her first book I have read. Jaeggy lived in Rome, where she became friends with Ingeborg Bachmann and Thomas Bernhard, and met her later husband, the editor and writer Roberto Calasso . She speaks French, German and Italian
Frédérique was beginning to look at me. I felt the weight of her eyes on my body. It was like a punch in the beck sometimes, and I would turn. Sometimes, at table, I sensed her gaze on me, and then I held myself straighter and ate with the most refined manners, so that I hardly ate at all. But at breakfast, even if she was watching me, I helped myself to two or three slices of bread and butter and marmalade. And I have to admit that I thought of nothing but breakfast. When I dunked my bread in my coffee that time it was out of sheer greed, without thinking. I seem to remember Frédérique smiled, out of indulgence I suppose. Now she was asking me to spend time with her, and she kept her eye on me from a disctance
Her instona connection with the new gir;
The book opens with the narrator, a 14-year-old currently at a boarding school, talking about the fact that nearby is where Robert Walser used to walk and eventually die in the snow. This is one of those books that did not. A lot of plot, more framing of this girl, and the fact that a new Girl Frédérique, whom our narrator becomes obsessed with from trying to be like her in many ways, writes like her. The story evolves around a schoolmistress and some other girls in her year. But what happens when suddenly she has to depart, as something has happened to her father? Then out of the blue, another New pupil, Micheline. This fills the void, but when summer arrives, her mother tries to send her to what sounds like a finishing school. Our narrator rebels, which means she has two more encounters with Frédérique. The book ends with a strange echoing of the opening and a madness in her friend that sometimes mirrors Walsers’ madness.
She attached a value to her poverty, the way others might to their extravagance. She was truly possessed by her indigent state, all she had was herself, but it was more than enough, since the aromas of servitude bubbled up from her constantly, a natural predisposition. How small and slippery her feet were when she went quick as quick up and down the corridor, and how well she knew how to disappear when the reverend mother called her, barely whispering her name. Reverend mothers always speak very softly. And how she would genuflect sideways in the chapel! Her big eyes were well suited to contemplating the crucifix. If she hadn’t been an informer, we would have believed, generously, in her magnanimous devotion and obedience.
I picked this it shows how great her writng is !
This is a book that is wonderfully well written and is so captivating. I connected with the narrator as I had friends I wanted to be like when I was younger. I struggled with who I am most of my teen years, never quite getting my own identity. It wasn’t till later in life that I became comfortable with myself. I also connected with the part where our narrator would be sent to what sounded like a finishing school. My late stepmother went to finishing school growing up, and I remember her talking about that time, which would maybe be a similar time to the book being set, which is the sixties, I think it is never mentioned. Anyway, it is a book that is not a lot that happens it is a few months in her life, a sort of view of being young and impressionable. Some social attitudes towards some of the characters show an underlying issue, the daughter of an African leader, and how she is viewed. But it captures a girl in Frederique that is brilliant, but as it turns out, also flawed and unstable, it isn’t too late that she sees this. I loved this book. Have you read any books by her?













